i can't do this all on my own, i'm no superman.

ok, so maybe that was a Scrubs reference, but hey, I'm only human. And bored. Uber bored. And currently not wearing my signature horse shoe necklace, which is weird. I keep thinking it's there and reaching for it and it's gone. Granted it's on my dresser in my room, but still, it's not here. I guess that's how I'm feeling right now: like something is missing. The problem is, I know exactly what's missing, but I can't do anything about it. See it's different with this necklace. I know it's in my room, 10 steps away. I know that I can just get up and go get it, only I probably won't. Because this other thing that's missing, I can't just go get it and fix this problem. Because it's not up to me anymore. I just want to know, if we were in this together, then why do I feel like I'm the only one who's lost everything.