king of anything.

Just thought i'd share, to whoever may be bored enough to want to read about my ramblings....anyway. there's a new song out by sara bareilles, and i'm in love. like seriously. Go look it up, it's called "King of Anything" and it's amazing. Not to mention that the music video and great, but the words are the best. It's like saying f*%$ you, but politely. And I wish I could be her.

olive garden

"what i want and what i need has now become the same thing you've been offering."

-Daughty

"Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars. I could really use a wish right now."

-B.o.B.

"I'm putting on my shades to cover up my eyes, I'm jumpin' in my ride, I'm heading out tonight."

- Jason Derulo

I don't even know. I'm so done. I give up, and I don't care. If only I were a better liar than that....

what i want.

I want to go to the beach and not get sun burn.

I want to have a job where I'm not considered the "newbie".

I want to drive the motorcycle everywhere I go.

I want to ride everyday and not be out of shape anymore.

I want a whole new wardrobe of clothes that will make me look good.

I want to be twenty-one and legal.

I want to pass all my classes in the fall.

I want to eat dinner at Sprague's.

I want my best friend back.

untitled.

hmmm....what else is new? how about absolutely nothing. seriously. I'm still deathly afraid of making phone calls. I still can't handle hot temperatures without feeling like passing out. I still can't eat normal meals without feeling sick. And apparently I still can't finish a post...whatever...story of my life.

i can't do this all on my own, i'm no superman.

ok, so maybe that was a Scrubs reference, but hey, I'm only human. And bored. Uber bored. And currently not wearing my signature horse shoe necklace, which is weird. I keep thinking it's there and reaching for it and it's gone. Granted it's on my dresser in my room, but still, it's not here. I guess that's how I'm feeling right now: like something is missing. The problem is, I know exactly what's missing, but I can't do anything about it. See it's different with this necklace. I know it's in my room, 10 steps away. I know that I can just get up and go get it, only I probably won't. Because this other thing that's missing, I can't just go get it and fix this problem. Because it's not up to me anymore. I just want to know, if we were in this together, then why do I feel like I'm the only one who's lost everything.