welcome to college life.

So if you ask me how I'm doing, my answer can vary in a number of different directions.  If I've just come from Biology, I'll tell you that I'm coming home in October and not coming back.  If you ask me after Chemistry, I'll tell you that I think I'm going to enjoy my classes.  If you ask me after Sociology, I'll tell you that my teacher reminds me of Mrs. Henry, acting like Mr. Ryan.  And if you ask me after English, er rather Writing II, I'll tell you that it should be a breeze compared to AP Lang.  Not that I'm complaining, but rather thanking Ms H for the excellent job she did in preparing me for this year's English class.

Yes, I still feel homesick, and yes, I miss my friends terribly, but I guess I'm starting to realize that life moves on, and things will change.  I'm not happy about it, but it's there.  

One good thing has come out of this college thing so far...corporalcadet.  Look him up on YouTube and I guarantee you'll be laughing.  I know I was.

Hope everyone else is having a better time than I am. 

These things will change...

As I sit here in my room three days before I embark on a new chapter of my life, the new Taylor Swift song is playing on my itunes.  Go ahead, think I'm lame for starting out my newest post like that, but it's ok.  I haven't been on this site since the end of school and then I started to realize, I have this blog that I can put to good use.  What is that good use you ask?  Well I don't exactly know yet, but hopefully I'm going to figure it out soon.

I think the reason for this post right now is to thank all my friends for being the most amazing friends anyone could ever ask for.  They have helped me through so much and I just want to thank them all for that.  I don't know if any of them are going to read this but that's ok because it's still here, and I think that's all that matters.

I'm not going to go through each person and list how they've helped me over the years.  First of all, that's immensely cliche.  Second of all, that's immensely unsafe.  So instead I'm going to write a few thank yous, if you think they apply to you, then good, and thank you.  And if you think they don't apply to you, then find one that does, although most of these will apply to everyone.  Ok, here goes...

Thank you for being there when I need to confess things.

Thank you for helping me with homework when I almost feel like crying from feeling so stupid.

Thank you for always talking to me in class no matter how mean you think I'm being that day.

Thank you for forgiving me when I make sarcastic comments about pretty much anything.

Thank you for making me feel wanted by asking me to buy lunch with you everyday.

Thank you for always getting excited when I brought oreos to calc.

Thank you for calling me at 11:30 at night when you had questions about Lang.

Thank you for driving around with me to deliver cookies and graffiti everyone's cars. 

Thank you for trusting me to drive you to school even in the middle of winter, with the ice, that one time.

Thank you for the Converse, I'm pretty sure they're coming to school with me.

Thank you for the cute black shoes that I borrowed every month, they're coming to school with me too.

Thank you for making me feel like a 10 even after mock trial competitions.

Thank you for making me feel like part of a family. [this is to all the mockers.]

Thank you for being a Snowboard Warrior with me.

Thank you for exposing me to those ridiculous movies that I loved.

Thank you for never judging and always being honest no matter what.

thank you for being you.

I love you all no matter where life takes us.  Always remember that.